Holiday pic

Holiday pic

Friday, July 29, 2011

Nervous but ready!! I sit here with nervous trepidation for the unknown.  I have no idea what to expect tomorrow...none.  All I know is that I have to bring in a dozen cupcakes at 8:30 tomorrow morning. 

Will I be there when they taste them?? 
Will I be on-air with the DJ's?? 
Are they gonna make fun of me b/c I'm a mom??  or b/c they can just to make listeners laugh??
Will they hate my cupcakes?? 

Whew, I'm putting it out there and it's scary but exciting all at the same time!!   I need to do this b/c I need to show my children that I can do it.  I know, you will say that I need to do this for myself, right??  And I am...but I also need my children to know that they can do what they put their minds too as well!! 

I don't think I've ever been really great at any one thing in my life. And I always have that thought: is is better to Awesome at that 1 thing...or just Good at several things??  I think I have that 'good at several things' but not really Awesome at that 1 thing going for me...what about you??  and what do you think is better??  I guess, if we are all pretty good at several things, then we can choose from those things in life to make a living??  It definitely has come in handy thus far...I do what I can when I can in order to make some kind of income for our household...but it does take it's toll.  too much, here's hoping that I can make a go of this baking stuff and make something of, I just need to keep pushing myself and not back away (something I always do for fear of failure).  If I don't put myslef out there, I will never know what could have been...does that make sense??

OK- off to bed and cupcake out the picture of the finished product:

Random thought: If you start to doubt yourself, the real world will eat you alive!!  (this is a saying from Henry Rollands...and I need to keep saying this to myself)


  1. I don't see how they couldn't love that cupcake. I love it and I'm not even eating it! good luck!

  2. Keeping my fingers crossed for ya momma! YUMMY Looking for sure!

  3. You will do well.. Those cupcakes are the bomb diggity.. Love you