OK...so I sit here with nervous trepidation for the unknown. I have no idea what to expect tomorrow...none. All I know is that I have to bring in a dozen cupcakes at 8:30 tomorrow morning.
Will I be there when they taste them??
Will I be on-air with the DJ's??
Are they gonna make fun of me b/c I'm a mom?? or b/c they can just to make listeners laugh??
Will they hate my cupcakes??
Whew, I'm putting it out there and it's scary but exciting all at the same time!! I need to do this b/c I need to show my children that I can do it. I know, you will say that I need to do this for myself, right?? And I am...but I also need my children to know that they can do what they put their minds too as well!!
I don't think I've ever been really great at any one thing in my life. And I always have that thought: is is better to Awesome at that 1 thing...or just Good at several things?? I think I have that 'good at several things' but not really Awesome at that 1 thing going for me...what about you?? and what do you think is better?? I guess, if we are all pretty good at several things, then we can choose from those things in life to make a living?? It definitely has come in handy thus far...I do what I can when I can in order to make some kind of income for our household...but it does take it's toll. too much sometimes...so, here's hoping that I can make a go of this baking stuff and make something of myself...now, I just need to keep pushing myself and not back away (something I always do for fear of failure). If I don't put myslef out there, I will never know what could have been...does that make sense??
OK- off to bed and cupcake land...ck out the picture of the finished product:
Random thought: If you start to doubt yourself, the real world will eat you alive!! (this is a saying from Henry Rollands...and I need to keep saying this to myself)